Last one for today, I promise

I thought I'd give you an update on the train thing.

The aura imagining thing is working really well: I additionally ground myself into the core of the earth, as the ground is just too confusing for my head when the train is going.

I additionally had a visit from the faery inside my head about the train thing, who's mantra (through the entire night's dream, it was again, horrible) was that it was ALL IN MY HEAD.

I was creating my reality, I was doing this to myself, and only myself could "cure" me.

So I've been working on that, and hopefully it'll help.